Thursday, September 11, 2008

Double standards

Anyways i think its time for another rant by tim.
Hmm.. this will probably make no sense at all and probably have no flow and structure to it, haha not much difference to my biology essay ahha!

Anyways i was just thinking. Yes i do think a lot, but for some reason i've decided to actually blog this thought, not that it's a special thought and not that i really want to but i just feel like blogging tonight haha. That makes no sense at all beacuse i've just had a full day of work and im super super super tired, nonetheless im just typing crap right now.

So yeh i was thinking... <<< omg.. did i just type that again? ahha.. Anyways... we've all had thoughts and impressions on people yeah? And we have our own morals and such and some peoples morals are more tighter where as other people might be a more laid back. Hmm, so say you hear something about someone yeh? and like u don't particulary like what ur hearing and ur friend is just going 'rah rah rah rah rah' and all your saying is 'oh reallly? oh no! wow.. yeh thats really bad rah rah rah' back. But then now this time ur actual friend does something you don't really find too good either but after their story you just say stuff like this 'oh really? nah it's okay i mean ur not over reacting all good' and stuff like that. Hmm... do u see how wrong it is sometimes? i think it's a few things.
1. Friends turn u really bias it's really hard to see clearly sometimes because your thinking 'oh my friend, gosh she/or he has always been soo nice i can't believe this im going to give the benefit of the doubt...'
2. Also sometimes you just have weak people like me. I believe im a weakling, honestly im talking to one person and that person tells me their story and i comfort them and say things even though i don't even know the full picture. Then later the other person comes talks to me nad tells me their version and i say almost the same thing. Actually in fact sometimes i go to person A 'oh don't worry about it it's obviouse person b is sooo wrong' and then to person B i say 'oh don't worry about it it's obviouse person a is sooo overeacting' ... well i don't say it in such a corny way but along those lines... argh it's bad.....

Anyways how do u overcome this problem?
and is it really even a problem? well when u think about it yeh... your not really doing anything ur just comforting the person ur talking to and trying to calm them down, unless of course ur a pot-stirrer and ur saying all these crazy things to hype the person up even more .. and NO im not a pot-stirrer i can soo see jason thinking that right now hahah. But then also potentially the danger is what if both parties find out ur not sticking up for them and ur kinda sitting on the fence.. hmm troublesome, it's like ur going to he verbally whipped for choosing brunch insted of breakfast or lunch.. haha lame example ahha but anyways u get it yeah? Plus internally how much of a two-face do you feel after? i mean again it's not so bad if u just say really unhelpful dull general comments like 'awwWWWwww Ohhhhhh Awwwwww aww' then you might as well go talk to a cat or something because yeh ur saying something but ur also saying nothing at the same time.

Right, soooo i'll cut it there haha because ive lost inspiration to blog lol ahha. also my friend is trying to get me to enter a tennis tournament this weekend, but i don't know if i have time... or am i really scared because i don't know if i have the skill or even fitness abilities to play.. sigh. haha.


Posted by timtamz @ 6:29 PM 2 letter(s) to the editor

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