Sunday, November 2, 2008

I need motivation!!

So yes ive come to blog even though i should be studying hard for my last paper on wenesday. Hmmm yes and it's worrying because i don't actually know very much biology at all and yet im sitting on a really really really high internal grade, shivers that just doesn't make sense! 팀씨 너 바보야?!! yeah it's pretty badd but yeah i just have no motivation to study at all, i mean all i've been doing all day is just watching dramas and such and yeah wasting my day away. which is bad! i should be stressing, and im not? Maybe because i know deep down i can't fail biology... thats why im not pushing to study it.. although in reality i really can fail it badly LOL! haha. Oh wellllll. So lets update whats beeen going on

Hmm well living almost by my self has been really challanging i mean i have so many chores to do and yeh it's really draining too, i think i can say although my parents anoy me at times i love them soo much, i never want to live alone by myself without my parents ever again as long as im a student!!!! it's just tooo hard! I think it would be better if i lived in a small student apartment but like with the house that i've living in nowww i think thats too big for 1 person T.T

Well i've done 3 papers already and unlike some people i found these papers really hard >< arghhh i don't know everything just seemed so much better last semester lol. But once wenesday is over i'll be free for 4 months yay! actually hmm okay i won't say free, i'll say free from studies ^^. Because im actually going to work on thursday and friday and i know it sucks i was thinking of taking that whole week off to celebrate a bit but then my friend at work was like 'am i going to see you next week?' and im like 'well i finish on wens so i could come in on thursday and friday' and shes like 'yeah would you? we really need your help' okay... as if they need my help im sooooo uneducated where i work i've been working there since feb and i still have no idea what to do sometimes hahah but nah i think though it's true in a way because at the college the new block is starting and so we're doing an intake of so many new students the student servicers counter is going to go crazy, yikes!! Also i suppose i don't mind working after all im trying to save money and if i work i can't go out which mean i don't spend money so i'll be happy, well not when i can't go out but in the future i'll be happy for saving money =). Additionally a lot of my melbourne uni friends would still have exams on so if i push hard after i finish exams i suppose i can slack off a bit later?

Anyways i was talking to my friend last night about certian things and stuff and yeahh i think well you know how things are all good at the start and then you start thinking of yehh everything is soo awesome but then in reality it's not as awesome as you hoped, yeahhh something like that (린씨, 남자 친구 있어요! 그대 다빋씨 하지마!) yeah i was going to write something else but then i realised im not too sure how to write it lol ahha.
Anywaysss, i really really wanan go watch a movie or something and then when strike is open, go visit it and have some fun! ahha but yeahh we shall see, firstly i have to live though my last paper and then 2 full days of work and then organise when im going back to work again. Hmm also this korean drama i've been watching has been really really good! i understand soo much without subs it's almost scary now... in a good way but more importantly the plot is really funny but still interesting to think about. Im watching this Drama right now called 3 dads 1 mum, and it's very entertaining! watch if you ever have time, just go on the net and find it ahah.
Anyways enough blogging i think i've wasted enough time writting about nothing soo yeah i need to study/cram really badly now!! hahah. but before on a totally random note this song is awesome, i like it very very much go look it up
A Drop in the Ocean - Ron Pope


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