Friday, May 23, 2008

I don't understand

Oh my goodness i just have to rant right now. Seriously i am soo anoyed and it's soo strange because i don't even know why im anoyed or whatever and yeh. I mean... i just want to say.. i can't stand moody people i really can't, it just doesn't work and yeh here are some reasons why.. I find it uncomfortable and yeh thats just me i don't know.. i can't speak for everyone else but i find it just awkward to do anything and im not sure what to say or do it just makes me uncomfortable. See theres a difference between being sad and unhappy but moody is just totally another thing altogether, i mean i really prefer it if people just get angry because at lease like u know where u kinda stand. Im really sincerly confused at these moments.... i don't know what to say, if i talk too little it's just awful silence, if i talk a bit more i might trigger something even more it's horrible! arghh.. what to do... Sometimes i wish i can just fly away from all sorts of problems and such and sometimes i wish i always had the right things to say to any response that someone says to me... sigh...

It's a strange feeling... i don't know how i feel anyone honestly.. u know the feeling where you just don't understand so much.... a bit like chem... but yeh..
i don't understand
i don't understand

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