Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Uniii life for tim?

Well yeh ive been thinking a lot about things and yeh i think mainly also my uni friends have kinda i think got me thinking about these things ahah. Firstly i just want to post that i feel like the people i know in uni, my friends i feel like i've known them for years and that they all feel so close and special to me and i was soo amazed by this because i only met them like in March! and it's just becomming the end of April now.. and yehhh it was just amazing. I mean it's a strange sensation/feeling because i feel like in so many ways my uni friends are now a major support in my life.. i mean not to say that my highschool friends and stuff aren't my friends but now i feel like i have a seperate relationship with them, ... it's hard for me to fully explain then but im not saying that i don't consider my old friends my good friends anymore or my uni friends my better friends now .. it's that as friends i consider them all the same just that i draw much more support from uni now.... which is i suppose is only natural because im at uni much more and i hardly get to see my highschool buddies anymore but when i do it's always soo much fun! haha.

Well im in a situation where my uni friend has invited me to go a party and like, i like him a lot because he's been a good friend to me and yeah it does sound like fun but then the thing thats making me not want to go is the fact that i don't know anyone there.. ahha, and like well i do know people there but im suspecting a lot of them would be from the same old highschool and yehhh ahha... hmm i have this guilty feeling if i say no.. because im actually free and yehh i can and if im free i should go; and also i feel like we've only became very close in the last few weeks and like if i don't go im rejecting his invitation and not directly but i feel like his efforts to be really friendly to me has just been all rejected.. does that make sense? Anyways yeh and then i remember Jons party i didn't know anyone going except fee and andrew and yeh i ended up going and having a really good time and i met this awesome guy whos now one of my cloest friends and i was just like wow! and yehh also ive been telling myself a lot that when these things happen we should just take them and look at it as a chance to network and meet new awesome people and it's not the end of the world if it wasn't as u hoped it to be.. and im sure it wouldn't be because u know ur friends and mostly u trust ur friends judgement yeh? so his friends would be nice right? ahha.

Anyways back to uni, recently i was in a situation where i've felt sooo.. i don't know the word? but it's the feeling yeah well i feel soo influenced by the people around me to a extent where i've felt like im acting in a way i wouldn't usually act but it just occurs because maybe im just drawing energy from my friends around me and it's not a bad thing .. don't get me wrong, don't think of it in a bad way because it's not... it's like just playing around and mucking around and stuff nothing like uber bad like drugs and stuff lOL ahha (if thats what ur thinking) but yehh ahha, anyways just wanted to say that i think it's sooo easy to lose ur mind in uni, like totally lose urself in time, in ur environment and yeh and before u know it u haven't done any work! it's really dark outside! and all ur money is gone! ahhaha.. yehh, hehe but nah, i actually look forward to really bludgy days at uni.. ahha, like u know days where u have 1 or 2 classes and then it's just nothing to do, but like u don't want to go home.. haha i love those days and then u meet friends and sit down somewhere and just talk for hours and hours ahahh.... which is why im such a lousy student ahhah.

Yeah anyways im really tired right now and hungry and yehhh i want dinner hehe and then going to finish some work off yeh! til next blog, timmy. ---- in the meantime visit http://www.timothywng.blogspot.com


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